Sunday, November 30, 2014

A eso le llamo: vos

En aquel momento...
No se sí sepas cual.
Pues cuando estábamos tan cerca en espíritu que a pesar de la distancia física sentía los latidos de tu corazón por dentro de mi corazón.

Yo con mi cabeza en tu hombro. Y vos detrás de mi y yo descansando allí sentada en tus brazos.

El silencio tan rico que no queríamos romperlo con ningún movimiento, ninguna palabra, ningún suspiro.

Sólo descansando en la tranquilidad inmensa que es compartir un momento con vos.

Casi como si hubiéramos sido amantes en tres mil vidas anteriores. Mi alma completamente relajado con el tuyo.

Sin embargo, en ningún momento hay toque, ni roce sensual, ni ha habido, ni habrá.

Sólo el descansar en tu presencia, tal como vos descansas en la mía.

Y allí nuestro silencio hace el amor solo con su estar. Y sin nada... Sin palabra, sin cuerpo, sin explicación, mi alma te agradece por un amor que nos ha durado tres mil vidas y que nos durara tres mil vidas más.

Sin necesidad de tocarse jamás.
Sin necesidad de hablar jamás.
Y sin el vocabulario de hacerle al mundo entender.

A eso le llamo amistad de alma. A eso le llamo cosa que es demasiado grande para empezar a describir con palabras.

A eso, le llamo: vos.

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

1+1



Another song I just came across one evening when I was randomly listening to music was this one.

It just really touches my heart.

And of course,
it makes me think of you....

About learning how to really love somebody...


I was gonna get a little personal...
I usually don't do that without wrapping it in a poem.

I found this song today when I was randomly listening to Spotify.
It just went straight into my heart because it was about something I've felt.
And it showed one of the things that I feel is part of really really loving someone.

It was about saying goodbye to someone who left in the pursuit of a better life.
And even if it hurts, you hold back your tears because you don't want to be the reason your friend stays.

I hope I will never think that I'm done learning what it means to really love someone.
That I'll always understand that it's a lifelong learning whether you're alone or with that special someone.

I don't know if I actually know what I mean.
But a while ago I said goodbye to someone I think I may have liked more than anyone else ever, in a different way than before

I let this person go. I actually said: "I forbid you to come back". Simply because I wanted more for that person than being here. Not that there's anything wrong with being here, but I knew this person had different dreams.

So I didn't cry.
Not on the outside.
Inside I cry a little every day cuz I wanted this person to stay.

But I knew that the biggest and best thing I could do was to ask this person to go find the best life has to offer.

I have never before felt so strongly that I wished something for someone so unselfishly.
Out of pure love.

So even if I shed a tear every now and then I'm proud of myself because I could wish someone the best even if that meant it wasn't what felt best for me.
That's love to me.

Or part of love at least.
I hope I'll never think I know it all.

The song was Farewell by Rihanna

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Sunday, February 21, 2010

No bitter taste

It's when the bitter aftertaste
of the sweet memory is gone
that you know it's over

It's when the bitter aftertaste
is gone that you can see what was
real and what was make believe.

It's now, when there's no bitter taste left
that I can look at you and think
' Oh my God, you're beautiful',
when I can see you and not pretend.

It's now, when there's no bitter taste left
that I can wish you the best
life has to offer,
without crossing my fingers inside.

Without bitter taste
my eyes will sparkle when I see you,
and I will smile when I remember the good that's you

Without bitter taste,
I'll let you pass like a cloud in the sky
and not feel a dagger in my heart when I whisper the words:
' Never again '


Saturday, August 08, 2009

Aquí, ahora, es donde vivo

Con una cara de preocupado me imagino.
O sea, la cara que tenias cuando me preguntaste lo que me querias preguntar.

Si yo vivo e el pasado...
Y si talvez eso es un obstaculo para poder volar.
Y si talvez nunca vivo en el futuro.

Y te confieso que la respuesta podría ser un si o un no a la vez, sin que sea mentira.

Vivo aquí, ahora.
Pero conmigo llevo mis miedos.
Conmigo llevo los recuerdos,
los que me han formado.
Los que me han hecho la persona que soy.

No soy una pagina en blanco.
Soy yo.
Ves que mis miedos me prohiben.
Pero desde aqui donde estoy yo, veo que me protegen.
Me hacen no cometer los mismos errores una y otra vez.

Tú tienes razon.
Yo tengo la explicación.

Mis miedos,
Mis recuerdos,
me mantienen aquí, ahora
pues un mañana nadie me lo ha prometido.

Solo sé que hoy,
cuando me desperté
alguien me regaló ese día.

Otro día.
Que regalo más increíble.
Entonces, aquí, ahora, es donde vivo.
Con los sabores dulces, salados, amargos de ayer
y con el sueño del regalo de otro día mañana.

Entonces, aquí, ahora, es donde vivo.

Tú tienes razon.
Yo tengo la explicación.

No importa.
Hoy estas conmigo.
Y talvez,
con un poco de suerte,
si me regalan otro día,
allí estaras tambien.

Pero aquí, ahora, es donde vivo.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Soooooo much


...going on that I haven't had the time to write anything. Just a quick one right now to do today's countdown: 129.

Monday, July 20, 2009

Feliz feliz como una lombriz!!!

Por qué será?

:)

Too much...

As always when I've got way too much going on I skip blogging.
However.. I've hade awesome days with real quality time with great friends.

Today I'll be interpretator/hostess in Spanish to an environment minister from one of the provinces in Spain.

Wish me luck!

137 (or 19 weeks and 4 days)